Just like a testimony session, where do I begin?Let's start from the beginning...
In the womb of my mother, scratch that.
I have always wanted to be different and be many things for different reasons.
I wore a police officer's uniform during my first costume day in kindergarten, because those around me thought I frowned a lot, I don't think I remember or would like to remember if I consented to wearing a National police uniform.
I also remember that in primary school, I wanted to be a renowned female federal minister who I would tag as lady DAM, yes, that woman, I didn't know the woman so well, but I loved the way she looked and expressed herself on national TV, with her beautiful rimmed glasses that fits her perfectly round eyes, the vision died!
In Secondary School, there was a lot of career choices and conformity, all of it in a bid to be seen- every heroine in movies were my future, especially those that did their heroic quest in places where "men should be found".
At a sweet point at the end of my secondary school years, I wanted to be a footballer, o yes! I really liked the way it all made me feel, with words, a two year dream died a natural death, I mourned a little while and didn't care anymore!
Fashion enthusiast/analyst, Air Force/ Navy official because of man, Lawyer, Librarian specifically in one that doubles as a cafe in the unknown sides of Edinburgh besides a castle and some old soldiers repeatedly telling stories of their youth; a heiress, a ranch owner ( I still like this one) and many many things.
I realized all this was a result for the quest of meaning, admission issues showed me shege and I became confused- for me, the worst thing to ever feel, I hate it and I also thrive in it, how amusing.
I'm proud, very very proud to say/boast that I might not know what I should do exactly in every season concerning professional work and all, but I know something much more!
I found someone who does! How Exciting!!
He cannot be defined,hence he is not static.
He does not conform, but there's a transformation when you meet him.
He wouldn't tell you the distance in kilometers but gives you steps to follow each and every day.
He would show you who you are supposed to be and already call you by that.
A daily quest to meet your future, prolific!
I love the evidence of the things I cannot see- how is it that this was what started this whole essay? Funny right, just this line, yes!

So, his name is Jesus, no long story!
He is the son of God, he came to redeem man from sin because man is just too filthy to do it alone even with sacrifices!
With him, there is a work that must happen, because once you give him your life, he must show his life through it! Why? His life is perfect and yours is not, I mean ours is not! Isn't that what everyone is striving for, the perfect life?
Howbeit, if you want to have a perfect life, you have to let it go, even your desires for the perfect life!
One of my favorite humans often say and I quote-" We can trust the Almighty because he is holy(separated, righteous,in an unbeatable class of his own) and we're not"
So at the end of the day, all glory would belong to the master and not us, I like that so much!
I love this line so much!
“He won’t give you the distance in kilometres but He will tell you each step to follow”.
This is so profound! And I believe God does this to make us reliant and dependent on Him - our Source.
All the glory belongs to Him!🩷 Thank You Jesus!